My first question is “where is WordPress?” I’m not seeing the ability to add links, videos, embed videos, change the font size or color, and so on.
However, I can add a photo, so that’s a start.
A quick search about WordPress & Patreon reveals that I can connect my jaa4u.com WordPress to Patreon and have them work in conjunction with one another. Well, that’d be nice.
Let’s see if I can link a video from my pCloud, because that’s critical in order to properly set up the access level of the tiers I’ll be creating here:
https://u.pcloud.link/publink/show?code=XZwxRF5ZlbrMK5DE7duhkiuF2Kyv7za5sBuX
Meh, it doesn’t appear as a hyperlink, I’ll definitely have to set up my website’s WordPress on this site. Let’s see what happens when I link a YouTube video as on Substack and jaa4u.com the video pops right into where I’m writing.
So in the upcoming third installment of chapter one of my book called On Punishment, I’m going to be referencing this movie called closet land a lot so here it is on YouTube – you’ll love it if you’re a fan of the late great Alan Rickman as I am:
https://youtu.be/KVOe-akMQC0?si=QFVyAENtWZcxTfvY
Hmm, that appears as a hyperlink but the video itself isn’t embedded into this post. Let’s try uploading video attachments.
Ok, that video also doesn’t appear on the blog post, I see it attached below, sigh. WordPress where are you?
Well, I’ll get this whole connecting my site to this site worked out, be it I figure out how to do it myself or hire someone to do it for me this week.
The good thing about Patreon – a word that I’ll forever be cursed to spell incorrectly it seems, is that it has tier levels of subscribership, something which Substack didn’t have – so here’s how I’m going to put that to use.
The level one version of every blog story, the intro to what I’m writing about in depth will be on jaa4u.com and the continuation will be uploaded here.
The basic text version – that’ll be in my book, will be level one tier access.
The version with pcloud access to my videos embedded in the posts will be tier two.
Tier three will be an HTT/HTS/pCloud and private blog all access tier.
I’d expect the vast majority of my readers will have interest in levels one and two as they’ll be around the same subscription price of my other blogs. Here’s my linktree, it shows where I am all over the internet:
https://linktr.ee/WaelBeyondSubmission
Good gosh, that didn’t even appear as a link. As you can see by my disgruntlement level, I have only ever typed stories on WordPress so this feels like something prehistoric.
Ok, that’s it for this first post – I just needed to get something up so I can see how it’ll look when it goes live. I’m now thinking this is going to take a couple of days to get Patreon up and going because as you know if you’ve been reading jaa4u.com for any length of time, this is not how my posts look and feel.
The integration between the two sites seems integral, so that’s what I’m going to look into now as soon as I hit publish on this sample post.
edit….
Ok the post and I guess the entire account – as it’s a new one – is under review. But, get this …
I’ve been watching this video on connecting a website that uses WordPress like my jaa4u.com site does to Patreon …
Getting started with the Patreon plugin on WordPress.com | Happiness Engineered
… and I indeed have found the Patreon plugin on my dashboard, have installed it, and am waiting for this first post to be approved at which point – as I understand it, I’ll be writing posts from my jaa4u.com blog and controlling it by way of tiers on Patreon, what gets posted on jaa4u.com , and what gets posted on Patreon. (still haven’t typed that word correctly even once)
If that’s the case … oh disco!! We are in business. Because the first thought that just shot into my head this second is to cut out the part of Eddie Murphy’s Delirious where he goes “hummana, hummana, hummana, hummana” (impersonating Ed Norton giving it to Ralph doggie style) and post that video right here instead of typing it all out.
Because typing out every thought instead of just linking to what I’m seeing in my brain is akin to playing a m.u.d video game on a Commadore 64 “look room. go door. open door. use key. open door” instead of just playing Skyrim and walking over to the door, lockpicking it and opening it in real time.
Sigh, I haven’t played one minute of one video game in 2025 so far. I’m so inspired and so focused on this whole Wael: Beyond Submission brand – and the videos and writing and books that are going to come from it this year.
Let Ai programming progress for another year and once I’m published, once my YouTube channel hits 100 subscribers (38 now and climbing) … I’m going to make a Femdom/BDSM game that’s very much like King of Dragon Pass and Book of Travels. Text games where every decision you make has a consequence. You want to show up at your Mistress’s home on your first visit without a gift? That decision will have a consequence later on. Your disposition towards me, in the game, will have its consequences.
You have to have had played King of Dragons Pass to understand how mind blowing such a game can be. I’m a cerebral Mistress, I thus like cerebral games, go figure.
Anyways, today feels like a bit of a waste. I’ve been reading all the FAQ and help pages here one by one to see what this site is about. But boy oh boy, if I can just write on my dashboard like I’ve been doing since the beginning of time – this will work quite well.
Gosh though, I can feel the clock ticking in the back of my head, and I’m very well aware that there’s only 50 hours left until my confrontation at the doctor’s office. I am definitely going in with a fight or flight mentality this time, and just the thought of the confrontation has my stomach in knots two days before its about to go down.
So I have tomorrow and Thursday to get this Patreon (hey I spelled it correctly, albeit slowly) linked to jaa4u.com , and get my blogs from Substack transferred over and write part 3 of On Punishment, all while queueing up posts for my Fanvue, Loyalfans, Onlyfans and SB.
That’s a lot to do in 36 hours, assuming I sleep 7 hours tonight and tomorrow. Which I doubt will happen because I’m awful at confrontations. I don’t like fighting, I don’t like feeling nervous, anxious or mad. But enough is enough, I have to fight for my body and my right to live – and I feel quite certain – call it a 6th sense – that if I continue to allow them to jab me every 24th, this year or next year will be my last.
I’m in such a better place than I was at the end of 2023. I’ll admit, that was an awful time in my life. But I’m pretty confident that if they let me be myself, with no chemicals in my body to interrupt who I am, that I’ll be fine.
At the most, maybe I’ll need to take a Prozac when I feel tense – if I feel tense as I used to do when I lived in Bangkok. I was fine on my own for 10 long years. I don’t see why, after a few months of high anxiety that led to a total breakdown in December of 2023, why I have to be on Haloperidol as a mandatory injection as it completely and utterly shuts down my brain for 48-72 hours each and every month.
It’s like, for you, you guys have 30 and / or 31 days in every month to live your lives. For me, I have 27. I’m missing 3 days out of every month and I’ve had enough.
So, we’ll see what happens come Thursday morning. It might be, that if there’s a bigger conspiracy (ooh, scary crazy word) going on that I’m aware of, heh, I might not be around to post on this blog or my website for a while.
We’ll see.
Pisses me off that even after two years of Jiu Jitsu, I’m still terrified of confrontations. I like peace, meditation, happiness … and dominating men.
Just a simple girl.