You are here because the noise in the real world … and the emptiness in your own head … has become deafening. You are looking for the one thing that modern life refuses to give you: Purpose.

For twelve years as a Mistress, I played by the rules. I offered the standard definitions of pain and pleasure. But I realized that was just surface-level noise. I was treating the symptoms, not the disease.

So I stopped looking at you as customers, and I started looking at you as … unfinished equations.

My methods have evolved. I no longer live in the safe, shallow end of the pool … where other mistresses operate. I have moved into the grey area … a rabbit hole so deep that “human dignity” is left at the surface, traded for something far more meaningful: Biological Purpose.

I don’t just want your obedience. I want to rewrite your neural pathways. I want to distill the chaotic mess of your life down to a single, perfect function:

To become the biological equivalent of a toilet.

I want to mold you into an object that cannot say no, cannot block what passes through it, and consumes everything … no matter how traumatic … because that is its only purpose. Should you survive, you will no longer identify as a human being, but rather, an object.

Make no mistake: the process … developed over 22 months of trial and error with the help of doctors and dentists … is cerebral, intimate, and well, perhaps morally questionable.

It is too dangerous to discuss openly on a public front page. The transformation I offer is not for the curious; it is for the truly committed.

If you want to understand the philosophy behind the madness, read my blog.
If you are ready to apply for such a transformation, read the manual.
It is mandatory. I won’t even consider your application if you haven’t.

Welcome to the grey area. You have finally found your place.