“Find a need , and fill it” … is what Mistress Jaa likes to say to me. I think I found a need. But is it only me who thinks the way I do about it? Every golden shower video I study … every toilet slave video I study … and in every anal pegging video – the slave is a perfect slave. It is like the slave made the video for himself to show off how good he can swallow anything or how loose his ass is already. I can tell you for sure 90% of my sessions are not like that. Me? I love the “terrible high pitched screaming” like he says in Jaws … …
This story is outdated. I have now moved to loyalfans. They cunts at OF kicked me off, stole $1000 of my money and all with no warning. They didn’t like the fact I was writing sexy femdom stories on my blog page. Loyalfans allows all my videos and photos without question. It’s a better interface. Should have started with them in the first place. My OnlyFans site is up and running : https://onlyfans.com/mistressjaa . It’s $20 / month. I’m posting multiple times daily. Plus live online domination. This story is going to explain the how’s and why’s of what I’m trying to provide you and accomplish. That I’m writing again, and posting to onlyfans daily, means I can …
My birthday is August 15th. So far I survived 5 months of covid with only 1 femdom session. I survived because my tiny perfume business sells 2-3 bottles a day. Enough for food , enough to pay for my condo, and enough to keep my 2 daughters in school. I wonder if for my birthday my followers can help me grow my perfume business to be a little bit bigger. My goal is to grow my inventory to 30 different fragrances with testers for each bottle. 15 perfumes and 15 cologne. For 3 months I tried to sell at very small night markets , but I know I need to sell at a better place. To do that I need …
“The ways and rituals of testicular sacrifice are difficult to master. The timing of the stomps is imperative. Without the proper cadence at precise intervals, the process can fail spectaularly.” I actually had a session today. First time in forever. He was asking for testicle torture. Instead I gave him testicular sacrifice. I borrowed the idea from the movie JigSaw I watched last night on Netflix. After the movie I thought “I don’t want to just kick and hurt his balls” … instead … “I want to play a game.” Because I didn’t do a session in so long I wanted to do something amazing and fun. Now I know your head mistress uses hot massage balm for some of …
Love and Hope. The two birds that sleep together when I exercise at midnight every night … that is the 2 name I gave them. In the morning I feed them bread when they wake up. At 9pm when I go exercise around my condo they watch me and sometimes sing for me. And when I finish at midnight they sleep. Together. And touch wings like in love. I believe in love. I believe in hope. And I believe in maybe. Her story ‘maybe’ is so powerful. ‘The covid pandemic has lasted 4 months and will last 2 more months minimum before tourists can come back to Bangkok. That is awful, yes? Maybe. Well what if I start …
3 months. 0 sessions. And I am still alive. Wow. Not only that … I feel better and stronger and way more sexy than me in March. In March I was 65 kg. Today I hit 59kg … yes down 6kg. Why? How? I learned a new English word lately … budget. How to budget 500 baht to last one month for food. Actually I learn a lot of new english word lately and it really fuck up my Thai. 2 example. Yesterday I went to buy mint from across the street the girl sale all the vegetebles on her cart. I had no idea anymore how to say mint in Thai. I kept saying “mint, mint, mint” to …
Leg Lockdown. I wanted to talk about my #1 trick for human toilet training today. But the only slave who will do the photo and video of my technique is in Phuket so I have to wait. Ok so. Let me to talk to you about a Jiu Jitsu move I use in my Tease & Denial sessions. First let me show you what it is. And then why I use it. And finally how I use it. Leg Lockdown for Tease & Denial My favourite classes in Jiu Jitsu – the classes they teach a move and I think “yes I can use that in my sessions!” Leg Triangles I use for our play wrestling. Feet on …
I cannot believe this week. And I think I will never forget about it – ever. I had every emotion. Scared. Cry. Fear. Angry. – and that was only on Monday. Scare because i feel like I give up. Covid is too much. I cannot support everybody. And when I dream every night I dream about death. I am a happy girl I never dream about something like that. I cry after my dad call me and yell at me again – because I snap and yell back to him. Deep inside my heart I understand him. I understand why he feel mad. He has one leg only. Had accident when I was in Grade 7. Construction accident on …
Post Orgasm Techniques. To learn from myself I watched all my videos yesterday. Took all day. And I was mad at myself. “Why in my videos I don’t focus on my post orgasm techniques and instead I just stop filming?” Not good. I have to fix that. Because I focus so much on post-orgasm techniques in every session I do … not only the Tease & Denial sessions. I have so many things I do. So let me explain to you first – why post-orgasm part of the session is SO important. And after … I will explain some of the techniques I use to help you understand. “Some” not “all” my techniques. If I write for 1 week I …
Did you ever order food and after the food come you said “fuck … why didn’t I order the other food I was thinking about?” Or did you ever try one awful food … and then try something worse … and think ‘wow’ … the first food – no so bad! In my last story I told you I will explain how I take away the fear from my scat slave. I told you I had a special technique. Actually … I have 2 technique. One is mental fear. One is just fear of my poo in the mouth. So I want to talk about mental fear first. Because I know I can make your mouth not to be scared …
