I’m trying to figure out why it’s been so damn hard to write this story , after all, I’ve been at it all day , and this is the umpteenth retake. So around 5pm , out of total frustration, I went outside on the balcony and had a good conversation with my cactus plant as I usually do when things are feeling a bit overwehelming. Sitting there from late afternoon to mid evening with my plant coddled between my knees , watching the day turn to night , I kind of got some clarity on just why it’s always been hard to write about something other than the crazy fun sessions that I do every month. There’s always been this …
3 months. 0 sessions. And I am still alive. Wow. Not only that … I feel better and stronger and way more sexy than me in March. In March I was 65 kg. Today I hit 59kg … yes down 6kg. Why? How? I learned a new English word lately … budget. How to budget 500 baht to last one month for food. Actually I learn a lot of new english word lately and it really fuck up my Thai. 2 example. Yesterday I went to buy mint from across the street the girl sale all the vegetebles on her cart. I had no idea anymore how to say mint in Thai. I kept saying “mint, mint, mint” to …
Sorry for not posting for a while, given where I live though, I must be careful about what I say as free speech is something of a misnomer here in times of duress. No doubt, as like you, I’ve had a few hundred thoughts pass through my mind , all of which are worthy of prose. However if I did use this platform to write about just my thoughts in the absense of bdsm sessions it wouldn’t have the FemDom / Mistress’s thoughts balance that Jaa and I have maintained over the past decade. But I’m getting an uptick in the number of “what’s it like over there, things changing?” kinds of emails , so let me just brief you …
So I did my first session today since we halted things 8 weeks ago. I’m gonna shoot from the hip here and type off the top of my head about how it went and the subtle changes I (we) have had to make – and the reasoning behind said decisions. The session itself was fine, great even. It was like seeing a long lost friend one hadn’t seen in years and years, wherein reality it was only our second ever meeting. And oh ya, that ‘long lost friend’ – he of 53 years old – had a raging boner like when he was 23 years old. Oh and not only that, but if you remember back to perhaps your first …
Leg Lockdown. I wanted to talk about my #1 trick for human toilet training today. But the only slave who will do the photo and video of my technique is in Phuket so I have to wait. Ok so. Let me to talk to you about a Jiu Jitsu move I use in my Tease & Denial sessions. First let me show you what it is. And then why I use it. And finally how I use it. Leg Lockdown for Tease & Denial My favourite classes in Jiu Jitsu – the classes they teach a move and I think “yes I can use that in my sessions!” Leg Triangles I use for our play wrestling. Feet on …
The Terminator vs The World ” The Terminator vs The World ” in Theaters June 1st. Sort of, you’ll see what I mean in a bit. See, today is May 1st , and since I believe my country will begin to open things back up on June 1st , I’m focusing on how I might consider resuming sessions since that reality is only about 30 days away. I gotta admit , if Covid was a poker game, and June 1st was the day countries went ‘all in’ and had to show their hands … I’d have thought the chances of my country laying down a royal flush to be slim and none – had you asked me back in March. …
Nothing overly hot in this story, it’s just an update on what’s happening in the lives of your Mistress’s and some corresponding thoughts as we near the end of April. At the end of March when this all began in earnest my lease was ending but I was able to negotiate a month’s extension , which is ending Thursday. So rather than write every day as I had intended to , I went on a house & condo search , trying to find the ‘next best place to live’ and had to make some tough decisions on the future of this business’s location as I did so. As I see it, I had three options available to me. a) Stick …
I was trying to read, but the damn thing kept looking at me out of the corner of it’s eye. I can tell when I’m being eyeballed – call it a Mistress’s sixth sense. No matter how much of my body – dressed head to toe in stockings and Domina attire – I partook to cover up , still I was being incessently eyeballed. “Alright” I said, slamming my “Pandemics for Dummies” book on the sofa and watched it bounce twice like a rock skipping across a lake before landing upside down and open faced on the linoleum floor. I struted toward it , pushing my cleavage – which was aching to burst from within the tight latex top it …
I cannot believe this week. And I think I will never forget about it – ever. I had every emotion. Scared. Cry. Fear. Angry. – and that was only on Monday. Scare because i feel like I give up. Covid is too much. I cannot support everybody. And when I dream every night I dream about death. I am a happy girl I never dream about something like that. I cry after my dad call me and yell at me again – because I snap and yell back to him. Deep inside my heart I understand him. I understand why he feel mad. He has one leg only. Had accident when I was in Grade 7. Construction accident on …
My foot licking bitch – is that the job you’re applying for? Fine. Just know that my foot licking bitch must lick my feet once each day for a minimum of one hour. God help you if your pathetic cock springs to life as you lick. Henceforth, your caged cock will keep you suffering all the time. Your locked dick shows you how inferior and controlled you are and just how easy it is to make a foot licking bitch so hard. Your worthless dick feels so squeezed, so frustrated, doesn’t it? How about you get your nose right up to the smelliest part of my foot and begin apologizing for letting your cock get hard. It did …
