Hi … “gorgeous body” Laurel, referring to this guy who emailed me for a session … “43 yo athletic westerner with gorgeous body to be under your thumb…” You know. I don’t want there to be any hard feelings between us Laurel. When you were trying to think about putting your umm … cock … in my pussy … cuz you wrote to me : “I also want to have sex with one of you ideally” I didn’t really slap your face and dick that hard. I mean … do i look like a girl with a plan? You know what I am? I’m a dog chasing cars … i wouldn’t know what to do with one …
I think i’m done. In my last session I got up and started cleaning the condo and I just leave her to do the session by herself. I had a moment in my brain when my brain said “i cannot do this anymore”. This life is 100% in. Or 100% out. You see the photo? That is me innocent 10 years ago. 100% Jaa who I am. Who I was. I think each time I change between Jaa and Mistress Jaa i lose a little bit of Jaa. The more I am Jaa and have to come back to be Mistress Jaa … the more % i lose. Understand? Drama? No it is a real feel. I have a new chapter …
Wanna survive the next Zombie Apocalypse? Then you need a good bdsm mistress at your side, or to hide behind. There are plenty of reasons why I am essential to your survival, but here are my top 8 … 1. Weapons! Weapons! Weapons! I have weapons aplenty in my bdsm bedroom. I’ll let you dildo slap a zombie to death, i’m going with my whip, cane or crop instead. Or maybe i’ll put the thing in chastity and cuckhold it for fun. 2. You Get a Kick Ass Partner! Horny men act like zombies anyways so it’s not much of a reach to go from teasing a dude to teasing a walking corpse. Just, instead of denying the orgasm i’ll …
After 3 jiu jitsu – wrestling – fighting sessions this week i needed a day off today. Both from sessions and writing. So chilled at the pool with my friend, hit a friends wedding, went shopping and basically did nothing but rest the rest of the evening. Listen if you wanna book me this week you have to do it before Friday cuz i’m off next weekend. Another wedding. What’s with all my friends getting married suddenly? Wednesday is your best chance for a session. Every other day is pretty booked and after Thursday night i’m gone til Monday. So i’m gonna sleep early and have something more exciting tomorrow. I just need a break ok guys
bdsm wrestling in Bangkok happened last night 1 day before Full Metal Dojo happens tomorrow in Bangkok but i think our bdsm version is more fun. Yes I was my “mistress”self last night = my Dr. Jekyl if you will , because i was mad. I’m used to fighting boyfriends who let me win after they see how mad I am. I am used to fighting submissive customers when they want me to beat them up a bit in the session. I am even used to fighting my sister trying to get her to clean her room after her, but I always win. Last night was the first time I did a wrestling session against a guy who didn’t want …
It’stormy, and i feel hopeless today 🙁 Sometimes I want to stop playing this game. I feel tired. Don’t know will win or lose. You know what I mean? Sometimes i feel I just lie to myself that I will win. But who knows. If I lose I will be the most famous mistress instead of getting back to where I want to go. So maybe just have to stop fighting it and let it be then. What will happen is gonna happen. This is nothing like having a period. When i get my period i’m not exhausted like this, this is like fighting with the storm. My face shows it. Sometimes you can see the both sides of me … …
Something sticks out like a dick on a female statue when you see Fifty Shades of Grey here. As they ID’d the 40 year old lady in front of me just as they had done to the 50 year old lady in front of her, i thought about 1984. Yes fuck, I know i wasn’t born yet. And no not this 1984 either … You can’t grab a girl who lived underground all her life … take her up to the ground at night one time … show her the stars … and expect her to understand what she sees. She will say “what the fuck is that?” and run back under the earth to hide. So this Mistress kind …
The Request * What you like to try for session? : I need a role play in which i am interrogated and punished by a policewoman or customs officer for different misdoings. I like spanking and face slepping in different positions by different tools from hand, shoe sole to leather belt. Also foot and ass worshipping for submission to the officer. I am expecring your reply and confirmation. Thanks a lot. After “I was scared. Then really scared when you broke the bamboo in half hitting me and the piece went flying across the room. I thought wow i’m in trouble here :P” The Session Two things I am sure about is they don’t hire officers this small …
Before * Dates & Times you are available for a session: monday * Introduce yourself: 🙂 My name is Greg 35 yearsold and will only be in Bangkok on Sunday * What you like to try for session: cbt ballbusting and foot worship. Mistress Pasaya i fucked up in December cancelling the session with you as i hadn’t seen your proper pics. Every new photo you put of yourself, especially the last one in your Google page makes me realize what i missed. I’m coming back this Sunday only and would like to have my balls punished for missing the last opportunity to see you. I would love to throw myself at your feet and beg for your forgiveness by worshiping your heavenly …
Oh ! Mistress you make me sad. What made you happy in Australia? Sent from my iPhone On 5 Feb 2015, at 16:37, Mistress Pasaya <[email protected]> wrote: no it never stops raining inside me … always drizzle drizzle drizzle What made me happy in Australia was everything. My 2 friends asked me to go to college there with them after we finished university here an i said ok. But back then i could speak English just basic level from studying it in school for my minor degree. I was scared to go but because my friends wanted to go i thought ok i don’t have to worry about my english so much then i can just speak Thai at …
