Jaa: What’s there to take? The experiment has just revealed its purpose. We don’t have to worry about contagion anymore… I know what this femdom lifestyle wants. Ronnie: What does it want? Jaa: It wants to… turn me into something else. That’s not too terrible is it? Most people would give anything to be turned into something else. Ronnie: Turned into what? Jaa: Whaddaya think? Immortally beautiful? Am I becoming a 28 yo goddess? No, I’m becoming something that never existed before. I’m becoming… Not-Jaa. Heh. Don’t you think that’s worth a Nobel Prize or two? Ronnie: I don’t know what you’re trying to say. Jaa: I’m saying… I’m saying I – I’m a woman who dreamt she was a mistress and loved it. …
He was probably thinking “what is she thinking of me? Why am I giving in to something I know is excruciating but it’s exactly what I wanted … is this what it’s like to push a baby out?” Twisting, turning, twitching all over the bed like a bird trying to get out of it’s shell he was making so much sweat on the bed he almost slid right off two times and I had to save him from falling. It didn’t matter to him that he almost fell two feet to land on his bum he was concerned about two things only, freedom and time both of which I had taken away from him. If it was me I would have taken the second …
Is there anything better than sitting on my guy’s sofa with my right arm around his shoulder playing with his hair while my left hand is down his underwear playing with his dick while we watch a movie and he feeds me popcorn? Yes there is … making him suck my toes just as the movie is getting good and he’s begging me to let him cum. But we’ll get to that in a minute. First let’s talk about the part of my bdsm sessions that i am enjoying the most … the Mistress Girlfriend Experience. While I did have some interesting sessions this week like a mouth to ass teasing toilet training session, a 2 hour face slapping session, …
Am I Mistress Jaa? How come emails come to you addressed as Mistress Pasaya | jaa4u ? Who the hell is/was Goddess Khaleesa? What’s my real name, truly? Who knew that choosing a secondary name could be such a challenge? I sure didn’t. Here’s what I knew back when I was original Mistress Jaa’s understudy so to speak , I definitely had to have my own name even back then when I was acting as her Mistress Trainee. Naively , I used my own name back then – mostly because she was calling me for sessions so rarely that I never concerned myself with coming with unique name for myself. Then, once she retired and handed jaa4u over to …
After arriving from Bangkok with 3 hours sleep in two days i managed to do 3 amazing sessions somehow. Imagine how good I would have done had I actually been awake haha. I’m exaggerating a little bit because today i slept from 6am to 11am … answered an email and an sms … then slept until 3pm. My eyes felt worse than they looked yesterday and after my afternoon coffee had no effect I was certain I was a walking zombie. However a walking zombie is so much better than a sitting zombie. Meaning that during dinner last night his voice was echoing like my head was a canyon of emptiness. Uh huh. Ya. Yes. Lor? umm. … were all …
The best bdsm movie ever made was The Princess Bride. If you knew that just be careful to never ever call me Buttercup or you will be my first test subject for the thumb tacks i bought today. More about that later ok na. Things happen for a reason, for that I agree with Jaa. So I am on the bus coming back to Bangkok after 2 wedding days then a high school reunion day and the movie i get to watch here is The Princess Bride. I remember that is one of Mistress Jaa’s favorite movies so I wanted to watch it carefully to find out why. After watching it i have to say i know more about bdsm …
How dare you doubt me! Every guy in every session has three levels of thought. The first thought is the one that makes you hard when you see me and you can’t believe not only that I am that pretty … but that if you are submissive enough you may get to see smell and taste what is under my cute dress. It’s kinda funny seeing guys in the first 15 minutes trying to keep it inside their pants as we just talk. But that always, and I mean always, gives way to a bit of a soft dick when we start to play. That’s because you doubt me. Not because I suck, I don’t. You have had your wife …
This is my second wedding i’m attending, last one for a while unless i have my wedding to come. I guess i should find somebody to ask me first lol … so who want’s to marry me? haha 555 You think you are the pearl in the ocean for me? Trouble with that is if you want to marry me you have to be my friend first and to be my friend i have to trust you and the trouble with trusting you is … you are a man. Every time i trust somebody, they show me why i shouldn’t. Time and time again. The guys who want to date me get my Line id. The guys who want seductive tease …
Hi … “gorgeous body” Laurel, referring to this guy who emailed me for a session … “43 yo athletic westerner with gorgeous body to be under your thumb…” You know. I don’t want there to be any hard feelings between us Laurel. When you were trying to think about putting your umm … cock … in my pussy … cuz you wrote to me : “I also want to have sex with one of you ideally” I didn’t really slap your face and dick that hard. I mean … do i look like a girl with a plan? You know what I am? I’m a dog chasing cars … i wouldn’t know what to do with one …
I think i’m done. In my last session I got up and started cleaning the condo and I just leave her to do the session by herself. I had a moment in my brain when my brain said “i cannot do this anymore”. This life is 100% in. Or 100% out. You see the photo? That is me innocent 10 years ago. 100% Jaa who I am. Who I was. I think each time I change between Jaa and Mistress Jaa i lose a little bit of Jaa. The more I am Jaa and have to come back to be Mistress Jaa … the more % i lose. Understand? Drama? No it is a real feel. I have a new chapter …
