I boarded the plane for the flight home from Sri Lanka in a surly mood , one which dove a few levels deeper when truly – the second coming of John Candy from his Planes, Trains and Automobiles movie checked his ticket twice and confirmed with a smug smile that the aisle seat beside me was indeed his for the next few hours. My forehead pressed even tighter against the window as I looked out it in such a forlorn way , unamused by the luggage handlers throwing bags onto the plane’s cargo area down below like they were hurling dead body bags into a grave. ‘Fuck my life’ I thought I said in my mind but apparently not. “Why?” …
Well I’m off to Sri Lanka in a few hours , which is more of a therapeutic trip than you can imagine. This interesting email came in just yesterday after I finished my last session before my trip and the guy had commented on his 3rd session with me saying: “I”m blown away by how in each session you’ve been three different mistresses , each wholly different than the previous. You were at first scary and violent , then soft, seductive and alluring in our second , while yesterday was so frustrating how you played with my mind blurring the line of whether you were in love with me or that I was just a toy for your amusement. How …
I teased him. He screamed. I teased him some more. He begged. The teasing continued. He cried. Within the tease I came ever so close to making him think I was going to kiss him. So much so that he could smell the cherry of my glistening lipstick a micro chasm away from his own lips. He whimpered. I let go of his manliness and let my fingers wander his body excitedly the way one would point their way around a newly found treasure map. And so on, and so on. I mean, perhaps there’s one or two of you that find such writing intoxicating and pleasureful to read , but I’ve always subscribed to the theory that a writer’s …
Hey. Working out a little bug in my WordPress post. It’s causing my typing to force short sentences before a hard carriage return. “Please increase max_input_vars to greater than 1000 in php.ini file.” That’s the error message. We’re working on it. Anyways, it’s August, my vacation month. I’m off from the 14th to the 16th. And then again from the 26th to September 6th. Changed my trip destination to Sri Lanka from Tanzania. There’s that carriage return I was talking about >< I’ve been doing modifications on Tease & Denial sessions, once I hit one out of the park I’ll write about it. Right now I’m still tweaking the way the teasing gets done in those sessions. Hint: if you …
“I’ll do anything you want” is a dangerous thing to say to me. Most guys just throw that line out there as if it has zero consequences, for instance, after my last story – and with follow up proof that the black and white photo is indeed my pussy – I’ve had emails well into the double digits proclaiming “i’d do anything to kiss that pussy.” Not thinking for even a split second what possibilities a phrase like that stirs up in my imagination. If you remember only one thing about me, remember this : I love using men , I love putting men in precarious positions that leaves them exposed and vulnerable. So while “i’ll do anything to kiss …
Two more of my long time submissive playmates graduated up from ass worship to pussy worship this month , woe unto them. For my pussy is the holy grail of all Asian pussy’s. I have this theory , and I may be way off on my speculation but it’s an accumulation of evidence spanning from how guys react to my pussy , to exploring ex boyfriends search history of porn , and seeing what they jack off to while I’m feigning sleep but squinting at them from beneath the sheets. Guys love forbidden young pussy. It’s not the main reason why I laser my pussy bush , I just happen to love the feel and look of my pussy being …
Photographing a woman’s naked body is one of the most sensual activities a couple can share together. As even the most naive of my readers have picked up on lately , I’ve been in a rut since I decided not to move to Europe and further my studies back in April. If you asked me back when the year started I’d have told you that the possibility of me remaining in Thailand coming May 1st was 0% , not a doubt in my mind. So it’s come with no great surprise to me that I’ve been downright miserable finding myself walking these same old streets in May and June as people without a plan usually remain directionless in life. Luckily …
Let’s just cut to the chase shall we? Here , in ascending order are the 5 things men secretly want me to do to them – without having to ask … #5) Pull them by their Dick It’s funny but true, men want nothing more than to be led around by their dicks. It’s strange that it’s used in such a frequent derogatory statement “she’s leading you around with your dick in her hand” because if I want to get an instant erection out of a man , be it in my bedroom or on an escalator at the mall , grabbing a handful of cock and walking the man like a poodle behind me causes an erection harder …
To do really memorable FemDom sessions the mind has to be actively involved , making quick reads on the minds of the submissive being teased and tormented is essential. This week started off last Sunday with great anticipation for Wael’s twice delayed court date to settle her three years of Bankruptcy and in preparation for what I thought was going to be a nice little celebration I bought a bottle of champagne for the two of us. Premonitions is a touchy subject , mention it too much and you begin to sound like a whacko , harp on it and nobody takes you seriously. I just got the feeling though sitting there on the BTS heading over to her condo …
I can’t put my finger on what it is , but here on my 31st birthday what I can say definitively is that I’ve never felt so far removed from the path of life I thought I was on, and that’s made me more depressed than I’ve ever felt before in my life. What I do know is that this is the most fit I’ve ever been , having done two hours every day with my personal trainer for well over a year now , and subsequently this is the hottest I’ve ever looked. Which in turn means that my sessions, because they’re based on harnessing the natural desires in men when aroused , are as good as they’ve ever …