Oh ! Mistress you make me sad. What made you happy in Australia? Sent from my iPhone On 5 Feb 2015, at 16:37, Mistress Pasaya <[email protected]> wrote: no it never stops raining inside me … always drizzle drizzle drizzle What made me happy in Australia was everything. My 2 friends asked me to go to college there with them after we finished university here an i said ok. But back then i could speak English just basic level from studying it in school for my minor degree. I was scared to go but because my friends wanted to go i thought ok i don’t have to worry about my english so much then i can just speak Thai at …
I live in Bangkok the so called big and civilized city … around 8 million people are in and around this big city and they call it “the city that never sleeps.” But you know when I walk amongst the streets of crowded people I feel empty, lonely and most of all I feel sorry. My feeling of sorrow is not because i’m not happy or my mood at that particular time, but comes from this feeling of inequality in this social mix. I saw a a begger with a baby sleeping on the street with no food or clothes and then close-by in another location i saw a group of people who call themselves ‘hi-so’ doing some stupid activities …
Sometimes it’s better to send you home not knowing what the f**k happened to you. The last two words my client said tonight as the motorcycle taxi pulled away was “wait wtf?????” and then i blocked his number – for a little bit – so i don’t wake up from the 100 calls and sms he will send in the middle of the night. Yes i block a lot of people – getting a lot of emails about that and it doesn’t make people happy … “I think you are right and Mistress Pasaya was just joking … I think, I am to old for that teenager games .” The ‘Block’ button is the most powerful button on my phone. Being able …
