Month: December 2014

  • I’m a Vampire Girl

    I’m a Vampire Girl

    Yesterday 2 men i talk with in my Line App on my mobile — 2 different men even — said i am not a girl, i am a Vampire.  Ya Merry Xmas to you to guys haha 555

    So if i am so bad, so evil, such a ‘crazy bitch’ the first guy called me, and that i ‘attack and kill’ while being a ‘naughty devil’ — then why do they keep calling me every day?

    Am i such a drug for men?

    I must be because t424his morning i have a new record for how many men sent me and SMS while i was sleeping — 424 !!!  Well honest it is probably not 424 different men, some will send me 10 to make me think they have something important to say when really that makes them look more desperate.

    I make men crazy.  It’s like a secret recipe — but fuck KFC — i have the recipe for something better than fried chicken.  Some sexuality, a lot of intelligence, a pinch of tease, cup of confidence, and maybe a cup of blood since i’m a vampire lol.  Tie my legs together and place in the oven of a man’s brain to cook for days or weeks.

    Result is a well cooked man’s brain that will be as submissive as i want him to be.

    Unlike Jaa who looks for submissive men only — i go after all men — especially the men who think they can put all women in their pocket.  It is a challenge to meet the man who come to my country and thinks he can get every girl because he is handsome and has a lot of money — them i make cry the most.

    I love to be a vampire, and mostly every man sees only that part of me.

    But under that vampire layer is a different Goddess Pasaya — really.  You know that?  That part of mine? You are lucky if you know it because not much people know about it.  Only the person i let get close to me get to see it.  To get close to me it is nothing you can do and that is what men don’t get.  It is about trust.

    I have always had a sense about who to trust when it comes to people.  If i feel i can trust you i will show myself to you.

    If not i will hide — and that’s when you see the vampire.

    Pasaya xx

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

  • Making Men Cry

    Making Men Cry

    Today i will write a story on making men cry — lol it sounds like interesting topic what do you think?  — yaa i think so because i am a little bit of a professional when talking about this.

    Alright, honestly i never learned how to make men cry, nobody taught me i just started early because the first man who cried for me was my father, and then all my ex boyfriends.  Why?

    Because i left them all — and they were all good men.  But they loved me too much and were all jealous men.

    You see, i really love my independent life and if you’re going to be my boyfriend you have to accept certain things about me because i am attractive and i have expectation from who i date.   Like when you go out with me you have to know that another men will look at me or try to get my number.  Most men cannot accept that.  Then, you have to disappear when i get mad or have a bad mood.  Jaa wrote about that yesterday.  Just go away from me because if not you will make everything worse for yourself.

    You have to take care of me as a boyfriends responsibility to take care of his girl because if not another man will do your responsibility for you.  Can i give you an example please?  I like to go often for a massage — i run a lot so i need somebody to make me feel relax after i run sometimes.  The place i go has a cute girl working there — she is the only one cute like that and everybody comes to book her only.  Every man wants to take her out — wants to have a chance to be her boyfriend.  Most of the men who i see come to book her are handsome — not my style but i saw 3 not bad and sure i didn’t see every man who likes her yet.

    mistress fon feetAfter my massage yesterday the shop is almost closing and she sits with an old Japanese man waiting to leave together.  So i ask you why did she not go with the handsome young man and go with the old Japanese man?  Because the Japanese man is smart he knows how to play this game in Thailand.  Like i told you to do — he took care of the boyfriend responsibility before he is even her boyfriend — he gave her 60,000 baht and she chose him.  We are good looking girls we can find a dick anywhere any day any time but it is harder to find money — especially here — get it?

    And like i said — maybe you don’t agree with your responsibility — ok fine then play the game in your country because you know the rules there.  But if you play the game here — pay or somebody else will.

    So then maybe you have a date with me.

    If you are with me — for one date — or many — don’t even try to lie to me because i’m good at finding liars — it is my favorite game.

    But the most important thing is don’t try to put me in your cage.  I hate it and i promise you if you do that i will bite the cage open and escape to a jungle and never come back to you again.

    Does it sound too difficult to do all that i want?  Noooo

    But most of my men can’t do that and thats why i have to leave them — just when they love me the most — and i see all the men in my life cry again and again.

    “It’s easy to make men laugh but it’s hard to make them cry” — somebody said that one time.  If you as me i totally don’t agree because I can make them cry easier than i can make them laugh hahaha.

    But maybe what is happening is they are making themselves cry.

    xx

     

     

    If you need more help with the rules for how to keep a girl when you have her — right now go read my story Let it Go from yesterday.

     

     

     

     

     

  • Childhood’s End

    childhoods endHi.  Today i’m gonna write about my childhood life and what I met in that times that made me be what I am today.

    It starts with my dad.  He left me my sis and my mum when I was 8 years old because he went to a new girlfriend.  At that time as a child i beg him to stay and I still remember the moment when I cried and pull his leg not to leave us but he didn’t listen to me.  After he left our family it was a shit situation suddenly.  My mum had to be a single mum who had to find money to take care of our family alone and she had to work as a laborer.  She work very hard dangerous jobs outside when it was very hot and only got paid 100 baht … or $3 american money every day.

    That 100 baht was money to spend on everything for me, my sis, our house and our school.  When I had the weekend come I had to go help her to find plastic bottles, cans or old newspaper that people threw away on the street so we could sale it to get more money.  While other little girls my age went to play with their friends I never could have time to go play like them.  After school every day I had to go home for prepare the food and do housework for help my mum.

    When I went to school my friends looked down on me for the reason I had no father and my mum worked like a labor girl.  I went back home and cried by myself nearly every day since my dad left.  My mum got into a lot of debt because she borrow money from my aunt and uncle to take care of us.  I never had new clothes to wear or books to read — mostly I read those old newspapers we took from the street.  This shit happened for too long and you know what happened? — after 4 years passed by my dad wanna come back … why?  Because his bitch girlfriend left him.

    he came to our house and talked to my mom begging her to let him come back but all my mum told him was — go ask your daughter.

    he asked me.  He said Storm, please forgive your dad and we will have a happy time together like before babe.  He always used to call me babe.

    You know i was both laughing and crying and asked back to him — ‘Dad do you remember the day when you came home to take your clothes and leave even when i was pulling your leg and begging you not to go — but you left.  Dad did you know while you were happy with that bitch me and mum had to go find shit stuffs on the street for get money.  And do you know how much hardship we had to fight for to stay alive without you?  No you don’t know at all — and today you wanna come back for what?

    Sorry, my dad died since 4 years ago in my mind.  He cried after I asked those questions and said sorry many times — but i didn’t feel anything really.  I might be really mean to do that to my father but you never know exactly how much hurt that a little girl had to take for 4 years.

    FonAs I told you on my first story — I never trust any man, even my father.  But now you understand why I said that.  Life has been too hard for me but I have to be thankful for the shit that happens to me and makes me strong and tough like i am today.

    If i could go back and change my life i will change nothing.

    I promised myself that i will never beg any man or be their slave.  Because if i am strong enough i can stand on my own woman’s legs forever.

     

     

     

     

     

    About the Author, the Domina, and the Girl: Mistress Pasaya

     

    I am not jfon-carust a Bangkok Mistress and Domina / Dominatrix , i am the most sexy Domina in Thailand and for sure with Mistress Jaa we are the smartest.  A Bangkok Mistress these days is about the colors red and black and fake photos pretending to enjoy bdsm in an expensive dungeon.  I enjoy bdsm because i play with my clients using my brain, my imagination and my understanding of how men think.  The bdsm toys are just a tool really, a real dominatrix doesn’t need to use tools if she doesn’t want to, and that’s where i am coming from — i am a real Dominatrix — Jaa and I are Bangkok’s only true domina ‘s in my opinion.  I’m really into Tease & Denial since it makes men beg but i’m also into a different kind of begging — the kind a man makes when i’ve stolen his heart, his soul, and his mind — and then then throw him to the water for the mistakes he has made to lose me.  I guess i am a teacher for men as well then, i teach men what it takes to keep a girl like me.

     

  • Ass Worship

    I wanna get off the BTS today at Asoke station but when the door opened 1 stupid girl doesn’t wait for people inside the train to come off first she just runs into the train directly but unfortunately she hits me.

    i block her way then looked at her with an evil eyes and asked her … “Are you very much in a hurry? but you have to say sorry to me first!”

    Little bitch

     

    fon-wax2So i had a bad mood and then Jaa sms me about a session Thursday about ass worship if i want to do because she thinks i have a perfect ass.

    Kidding me?  She has a perfect ass!

    So if you have a choice who’s ass do you worship mine or hers?

    Then i was thinking — what if you worship both together? 555

     

    rainy xxx

     

     

    uhm … still trying to understand me?  or are you still so scared of me from my first story?  haha

     

     

     

     

     

    About the Author, the Domina, and the Girl: Mistress Pasaya

     

    I am not jfon-carust a Bangkok Mistress and Domina / Dominatrix , i am the most sexy Domina in Thailand and for sure with Mistress Jaa we are the smartest.  A Bangkok Mistress these days is about the colors red and black and fake photos pretending to enjoy bdsm in an expensive dungeon.  I enjoy bdsm because i play with my clients using my brain, my imagination and my understanding of how men think.  The bdsm toys are just a tool really, a real dominatrix doesn’t need to use tools if she doesn’t want to, and that’s where i am coming from — i am a real Dominatrix — Jaa and I are Bangkok’s only true domina ‘s in my opinion.  I’m really into Tease & Denial since it makes men beg but i’m also into a different kind of begging — the kind a man makes when i’ve stolen his heart, his soul, and his mind — and then then throw him to the water for the mistakes he has made to lose me.  I guess i am a teacher for men as well then, i teach men what it takes to keep a girl like me.

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

  • Showered in a Storm

    Showered in a Storm

    ‘Hey baby do you wanna eat some sausage tonight?’ One guy texts me on my Line.

    ‘Can.. if you can take the pain when i bite it. Lol . i answer him.

    For one year people are saying in my sessions that I am Jaa’s sister, Jaa’s twin, or a copy of Jaa.  I am a lot of things to her and i respect her because she brought me into this lifestyle but i am not a copy of her.  I am who i am .

    You know something about a storm?  When Storm coming everything so quiet, no sign but when they come they destroy everything and you can’t stop it ..  my moods are like that .

    Actually today i have a good mood.  Why ? Because I made another man cry and beg today and i get off on that, hahaha i like it 🙂

    stormIn my session I was not going to be moody like that.  My client made me like that.  First he told me his plane will come at 2pm so he will sms me at 4pm.  If I tell you I will sms you at 4pmyou will see i will be punctual so if i can keep my promise why he cannot:?  Almost 4:40pm he sms me finally and did not even apologize.  I was listening to him talk and I cannot believe he is unapologetic and in fact you know what he said to me?

    ”come to my hotel i feel tired’

    ‘Are you kidding me? ‘ i told him.   You don’t even ask me ‘can you’ you just say ‘come’ and i promise myself to tell him when i hit him soon which hit will be for saying it like that.  So i tell him ‘no way why should i go in traffic to see you with a heavy bag to your hotel and get stop by security so they will check my bag and take out the small dildo you want me to put in your ass then look at me like I’m a hore ..you are in a dream or what?

    ‘Sorry mistress i …’

    Fuck sorry.  Jaa taught me this year to never listen to any man who has to say sorry.  You want a girl like me or you want a girl like Jaa? — you get one chance and if you fuck up — sorry for you.  Look!! 8pm and only a Tuesday night and i have 102 message waiting my Line.  Men wanting to go out with me tonight — so why does this guy think i will kiss his ass?

    I have men begging me to go to UK and even one man he will pay for me to do a massage therapy course in university in Australia .  One asks me to marry him 3 times already and will take me to Switzerland, i say no.  One sent me 200,000 baht for me to go to Spain and work there but i sent him back his money. You will think I’m stupid to denied them but I had my own reasons.  I have a luxury to be Thai, to be beautiful, to be smart, and speak English almost perfectly.  I want money same like other people but i won’t be men’s slave because of their money. i have a luxury to not have to take shit from a man.  So why don’t i go to any country i want with all these men?  Well i did go one time — to Australia.

    Well i would say Australia change my life.  I went as a girl and came back as a woman. I will tell you those stories next time.

    I love my independent life.  I’m the boss of my life why depend on somebody? if i can depend on myself?

    So this fake submissive man — yes same man who tells me to come to his hotel — finally 1 hour later he comes to the condo and doesn’t call me or sms me to tell me where he is or how late he will be.

    I tell him to go lay down on the bed and i take off my normal shirt and open the closet to hang it up.  The same time i am reaching to hang up Jaa’s shirt he walks by me to the bed and touches my ass.

    ‘I like to be punished’ — when he touched my ass i remember he said that in his email and i think he just wants to see if i will punish him for doing that or not.

    No time to tie him up i just handcuffed him to the bed — kneel over him and i pulled my gstring to the left so he can see my pussy.

    ‘you like to touch — touch it’ i said same time i moved my bamboo in my fingers just waiting for him to touch me.

    He touched me of course.  And I touched him — well with my bamboo stick not my hand.

    The funny thing about that — do you know what that was?  He thought me hitting his cock hard with my stick was mean.

    555 He had no idea how mean i can be.

    After 40 minutes of teasing his cock and hitting it he starts to cry and beg me to stop.  I don’t stop.  There is no safe word — your session depend on your attitude — this is not acting this is my lifestyle and if you make my life nice i will be nice to you — and if you make my life ‘not so nice’ i guess you will learn how to say bitch in my language haha.

    So i tie his balls.  I tie the same style as Jaa but i like to make you hard by pulling the string — but for him i wanted him to think his balls would come off.  If he begged me enough i played with him to make him close to want to cum and then pull his balls off and spank his cock again.

    1 hour into the session only.  only that — and he starts crying.

    I am doing my stories now about my sessions so you can start to understand me and we can have a good session together.  So listen to me — if you cry like a baby i will not give you sympathy ok.  Probably what i will do is just hit you harder because i don’t like men who cry like a baby.

    xx