Just because I love the lighter, sexier, seductive side of BDSM doesn’t mean that I’m soft and gentle to the point where I can not be mean. I can, it’s just that I prefer to make a man submit by torturing his mind rather than his body. Some times though guys just do or say something that wakes up the Pasaya side of me and when they do, look out. In this last case it was the safe word Roma that got me snarling right from the first email … u can fuck me with a dick big like mine , but after if i resist you can go bigger , I will have the password “roma” just in case …
I have priorities before having kids … have a place to live either a condo or house, in my own name, fully paid for. have a bank account and investment portfolio that are equal to the amount a successful foreigner would have at age 30 if not more. Be living as far away from Thailand as possible, a galaxy far, far away would be fine, failing that, a different continent would suffice. Then and only then would i start to think about having children. Sounds attainable right? Not if you understand village life and the traps that come with it. To give you an example, I had an evening out with 5 former girlfriends who are now just acquaintances but all of whom I …
On the 3 hour bus ride home tonight from my mom’s house I saw one of my foreigner university teachers that taught me here in Bangkok some years ago and though he didn’t recognize me he was nice enough to let me sit beside him and talk after I introduced myself. At the time I thought he was an excellent teacher, he was the first one to ever impress me and in that year, my first in university, i never missed one of his classes. I told him i had a 4.0 GPA (A-) in his class because of how good he was and he answered back “see, you and the 10 others like you every year are why i don’t …
Answering bdsm related emails as a Goddess is Fun, it gives me time to show off my humorous side … Yes, Can. I think i know who your friends are too … – Indian guy that is a consultant – Jewish guy that sells shower curtain rings on the Internet – black guy, I have no idea what his job is and I’ve known him for 13 years – white guy that has a phd from Harvard in nuclear physics – asian guy, used to sell drugs no idea what he does now – guy we call …
So five years ago I was sitting in my improv class in Toronto, 14 of us from all over the world thrown together in a 12 x 12 room, casting aside our language social and financial barriers and choosing instead kinship based on imagination and personality. Whatever the demon is, for me it was trying to communicate in English, there is no better remedy than to act as stupidly as possible in front of complete strangers and then return their applause when they try to outdo my acts of foolishness. The lesson i learned in those 16 weeks was not how to act, and certainly not how to communicate verbally but to realize that some people live their lives constantly thinking …
I thought for sure i would win yesterdays trending twitter topic which was … My Tombstone in 5 Words and my answer? “Buried Holding his Chastity Key” ya? YA? come on. That’s comedy gold right there. Bah, tough crowd, tough crowd lol Jaa xx [formcrafts id=’10805′ name=’Book A Session’ align=’left’][/formcrafts]
March 20, 2010 To Whom it May Concern ; After an appropriate period of deliberation, I have come to the decision to tender my resignation from this workplace, effective immediately. Please know that I still maintain a high level of respect for you as a supervisor and a manager, and I thank you sincerely for the support and assistance you have offered me in each of those roles. I have been proud to work for this design shop over the past year, it has been a journey that has provided me an unparalleled foundation to move forward to new and exciting opportunities. To that end, I have decided to become a professional pirate. It has always been a dream of mine …
Jaa: What’s there to take? The experiment has just revealed its purpose. We don’t have to worry about contagion anymore… I know what this femdom lifestyle wants. Ronnie: What does it want? Jaa: It wants to… turn me into something else. That’s not too terrible is it? Most people would give anything to be turned into something else. Ronnie: Turned into what? Jaa: Whaddaya think? Immortally beautiful? Am I becoming a 28 yo goddess? No, I’m becoming something that never existed before. I’m becoming… Not-Jaa. Heh. Don’t you think that’s worth a Nobel Prize or two? Ronnie: I don’t know what you’re trying to say. Jaa: I’m saying… I’m saying I – I’m a woman who dreamt she was a mistress and loved it. …
This is my second wedding i’m attending, last one for a while unless i have my wedding to come. I guess i should find somebody to ask me first lol … so who want’s to marry me? haha 555 You think you are the pearl in the ocean for me? Trouble with that is if you want to marry me you have to be my friend first and to be my friend i have to trust you and the trouble with trusting you is … you are a man. Every time i trust somebody, they show me why i shouldn’t. Time and time again. The guys who want to date me get my Line id. The guys who want seductive tease …
I think i’m done. In my last session I got up and started cleaning the condo and I just leave her to do the session by herself. I had a moment in my brain when my brain said “i cannot do this anymore”. This life is 100% in. Or 100% out. You see the photo? That is me innocent 10 years ago. 100% Jaa who I am. Who I was. I think each time I change between Jaa and Mistress Jaa i lose a little bit of Jaa. The more I am Jaa and have to come back to be Mistress Jaa … the more % i lose. Understand? Drama? No it is a real feel. I have a new chapter …
