Well, isn’t this fun? What cha’ doin’? I’ve got my feet up on the sofa here sipping a cup of crappy insta-coffee, the kind that comes in packs of 3’s and leaves the taste buds a little unsatisfied , know what I mean? Got my laptop on – you guess it – my lap , and until a few minutes ago I didn’t even realize that I had my right hand down my sweats resting on my pussy. I haven’t showered since yesterday and this is the third day I’m wearing these grey sweat pants – but I have changed my panties daily , so at least i’m somewhat kempt. That’s how relaxed things are, and you know what? I’m …
Making human toilet training hot and sexy is my new goal. When your head mistress taught me about bdsm she say to me every day “find a hole and fill it.” And no is not talking about anal sex. Supply and demand. Find a fetish with little supply , a lot of demand , and do things different. So I am. I am making toilet training super sexy and hot. Because I watched about 1000 toilet training videos now. All are mean , messy , and gross. Not one video show what the submissive slave wants the most. a) To be scared and want to be submissive anyway. b) To be excited. c) To be able to serve me perfectly. …
Last week I was thinking only about how to use plastic wrap in the mouth to train new toilet slaves. How it would be perfect to get used to have my poo in the mouth … but take away the fear. Can experience everything … and nothing … at the same time. I could filter pee with no spill. With no fear and no spill I can make a perfect human toilet. And then this fucking Covid steal my sessions from me >< Every day now I have a bigger problem and even bigger problem. Until today I say to myself enough. I want to feel like a Mistress again. And I did chat on my phone with many …
I’m writing for Mistress Wael right from memory of the talk I had with her tonight. All the credit goes to her for the topic and her “research” , but the words needed to explain her theory are beyond what she’s able to write. At first I asked her “do you really want me to publish what you’re experimenting with? Cuz it might scare guys off.” But she showed me email proof that her guys are loving the results – even if it is totally opposite of what I try to accomplish in my own Tease & Denial sessions. So let me reassure you guys before I begin here – that normal teasing sessions complete with the volcanic like orgasms …
I got the idea of how to Toilet Train my submissive slaves from Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade. No … not throw you into a bathroom of snakes … that was Raiders of the Lost Ark. I’m talking about the 3 paths Indiana Jones had to pass to get the Holy Grail. I thought … I should give my slaves 3 paths to cross to get my Holy Grail. My poo. So let’s compare the 3 paths from the movie to my 3 paths … and you will see why both tests are the same. The Penitent Man The first test should cut out every slave who does not have the right attitude to eat from my …
I never told you how I started to get so good at Tease & Denial did I? Here is what I knew when I worked first at Anampura Hotel Spa and then at Conrad Hotel Spa … men don’t really come for oil massage to feel relax. They want to feel excited … and relaxed. But I feel then like my hand is ties because I cannot do the massage style I want to do … and when I did normal oil massage I never get more than 200 baht tip even for a two hour massage. The same time I very close to separate with my ex husband. The bank take our house back because he refuse to pay …
I love it when Mistress Wael and myself accidentally discover things we do similarly in our individual session. Usually when we discover such a thing we discuss it at length over a nice bed of fettucine noodles and ponder away at what drove us separately do acquire such mannerisms. For instance, we had chatted about how we both change how we tend to fuck guys over the years. I’ve tended to tie my lovers up and sort of rape them against their will. What I mean by that is … boys love to fuck , right? The english language is saturated with phrases like “I banged her” , “fucked her hard” , “impaled her” , “hit that ass” and “put …
Fart, Mouth Farting, Distance Farts , Distraction Farts, and Pussy Eating Farts … it’s all a Science. Let me explain. Fart Preparation Depend what kind of session I want to do with my slave … if I have a plan for a fart I have to know before what kind of fart I want. Which means I have to plan my food in the morning when I wake up 8 hours before our session. Did you notice when you session at my condo I have a lot of raisons by the TV? Because Raisons & Salted Beans or Chick Peas give me very long dry farts. For me that is the most important fart. Why? Because I’m not 30 …
“It’s all yours” your headmistress said to me today. She finished her last session before her Europe trip and gave me the keys to the femdom toyroom … the blog … the website … everything. I see what she does. I see how she does her blog stories. And I see how she does her sessions. In September I knew this trip would be a long one for her. So I practiced typing every day so I not have to type with one finger now and take a long time just only to do 1 story. Did English writing every day in my notebook. Listened to Rod Stewart songs every day all day. Now that I am head …
Why is my Tease & Denial session not only amazing but so different from anyone else? 4 reasons : Edging Pre-Session Training My 3 day rule Secret Teasing tool nobody else uses Chastity control So let me explain each. Edging Pre-Session Training What I found from 6 years of Teasing is men don’t know how to control their orgasm. That is because 2 things. Never trained cock muscle to stop cumming. And no willpower. So hopefully you always book your session with me one week out from the session date. So I have time to teach you control. I use this Edging Challenge 30 minute video for you to practice controlling your orgasm for 3 days. Your job …
