By the time Wael posts this story and you’re reading it, I’ll be in Milan Italy sipping an espresso from a quaint roadside cafe and marveling at the cute Italian men as they walk by. Perhaps I’ll let my skirt ride a little too far up my thigh and feign a cute shrug of the shoulders as I play the role of the helpless Thai hottie who knows not a word of Italian when they stop to chat me up. I have in my hand a notepad with a list of a hundred things I need to do once in Europe ; and yet as I move slowly from one window to the next in my condo peering into the …
So Wednesday is coming quite soon now and though I’m trying not to think about it , or write about it for that matter , it’s constantly there in my mind ; how can it not be? You all have been very kind in your emails, I really appreciate the support. What I really have enjoyed is the words used by you to express your feelings of emotion towards me have changed from “exquisite, beautiful , hot , sexy , etc” to “lovely , kind , special , and other words of that ilk and for me it’s nice to see that by most I’m looked at as more than a person who just fulfills fantasies. The sessions I’ve done …
Upon seeing the mangy dog, it began to whine pitifully. Now, I’m not some milk-drinker with a soft spot for furry animals, but something about the dog touched my heart. He had a noble bearing and a fire in his eyes. And who hasn’t found themselves locked in a cage after a night of mead and good cheer? So I did the only reasonable thing – I slaughtered it mercilessly with the blade of my dirk. I got into a question and answer game right in the middle of my Tease & Denial session yesterday. Strange huh? I know you envision those moments when your mistress has your throbbing member in her hand as the most sexual heightened seconds of …
Create desire. Enhance expectation. Leave him with unsatiated lust. – Ah seduction , like the dancing steps of war , it’s a calculated art. So is humiliation. Is there anything worse for a man than going to see “your new girl” only to find another rooster in the hen house? “Take thy beak from out my heart” was the thought written across Mark’s face tonight when he walked across the threshold of my condo only to find me rested on my sofa with my feet upon Antoine’s lap. It must be terribly worse when the lad you are competing with is foreign , it creates an air of mystique around the man you suddenly want to both know and forget. …
Elusive. Evasive. Persistent. Righteous traits for a Mistress – or a fighter. Until yesterday, I was teetering on being both and now – despair , for I am but one. I must have told every man I saw over the past month that I had shifted my Muay Thai focus to preparing for my first fight sometime early this year. Incredibly , not one of you gents had the wisdom to tell me that climbing in the ring with a trained killer was not one of my better ideas. My new years resolution was two-fold. First I took the encouragement from my Muay Thai trainer to heart and agreed to start training seriously for a fight – this had …
How many “shots” do I get? Single shot? Double shot? Multiple shot? It’s hard to believe that after three years and seven hundred stories written on the topic of Tease & Denial that this is still the most frequently asked question in my emails. Jonathan Dec 15 (13 days ago) to me Can I ask a quick question before I get to bed ? So with you a fella can cum ? How many shots? And if so is it just only thru him doing it to himself ? I read that if cumming then it’s not good idea with any of you ? Cheers I can thank all the happy ending massage shops for making that the …
As I write this it is almost 3:30am early Monday morning and in just a few short hours the gym manager – or the cross fit manager , whomever opens the gym first is going to happen upon an uncleaned stain of blood on the boxing ring mat which is going to go unexplained … unless they happen upon this blog entry somehow. While it might be happenstance that I was present at the hour it occurred, I must admit that I am the guilty party who caused said stain and the pent up guilt amassed from Sunday afternoon is now unconscionable. Umm, the guilt being how good it felt to extract a pound of his blood. There is, as …
My t-shirts should all say “Warning, BDSM Mistress, handle with care.” The stereotype of Thai girls is that we’re all easy to get into bed, just hint that you have money behind some decent looks and an hour later you’ll be balls deep inside one of us back in your hotel room. For the most part that’s true, 90% of every girl you see here has a hidden price tag and can be bought from the bargain basement price that a hot restaurant waitress would go for up to the very expensive price you’d pay to take a car show model home with you. The other 10% are hi-so girls and would rather be found dead than be seen with …
Hi … “gorgeous body” Laurel, referring to this guy who emailed me for a session … “43 yo athletic westerner with gorgeous body to be under your thumb…” You know. I don’t want there to be any hard feelings between us Laurel. When you were trying to think about putting your umm … cock … in my pussy … cuz you wrote to me : “I also want to have sex with one of you ideally” I didn’t really slap your face and dick that hard. I mean … do i look like a girl with a plan? You know what I am? I’m a dog chasing cars … i wouldn’t know what to do with one …
