The Ultimate Humiliation that you are seeking is actually in your mind. Let me explain. R.I.P my secret massage shop that I have been using for humiliation on soi 22 for the longest time. It’s gone. Replaced by a 7Eleven 🙁 That’s 2 of our favorite shops that Mistress Jaa and I used for special fetish ideas that nobody could find anywhere else which are now closed. The first was the ladyboy “hair salon” right on Sukhumvit just before soi 7. In the front it was a hair salon for sure. But a lot of our slaves never made it to the salon chair in the front room. They got taken to the back room. A dark room beside …
Using erectile dysfunction , a saddening condition amongst older men – as a tool to make older men fall head over heels for me is maybe a bit unethical … but holy fuck is it fun for both the man and myself! Let me explain. Let’s first start with the genesis of the idea as I happened upon it via a set of unfortunate circumstances for my doctor friend in South Carolina who just recently retired. In summary , what happened to him is he retired this year in his mid 40’s , and being single via a three year old divorce he opted to begin his new life of freedom by kayaking all over his state. His dream …
Here’s a sure sign that tells me I’m way too used to being filmed lately. Yesterday I was out and about knocking off my ‘to do’ list of errands right from the get-go I kept running into these “are you fucking kidding me?” moments. You know, those moments where some dude says something , or you see something outrageous right before your eyes and you whisper those exact words. Usually just one such incident is enough to set us off right? Well I had three in succession. Only … I broke the 4th wall on each one by glancing away at an invisible camera as if I was being filmed , just like Ferris does in Ferris Bueller’s Day Off …
You said you wanted to know how to be a 24/7 bdsm slave | FemDom slave. Do you really want to be my pet? You see what I’m sayin’? What are you prepared to do? Everything you can , naturally. And then what are you prepared to do? If you open your fantasy to reality on this fetish my slave you must be prepared to go all the way. I’m so tempted to keep quoting The Untouchables from there. Aw fuck it : “She pulls a dildo , you pull an ass plug. She brings a chastity, you bring a vagina stretcher , that’s the Bangkok way.” But let’s not digress , the question remains: “and then what …
We’re (Wael and I) shooting every third day for our onlyfans blog – which is doing amazing by the way, more on that later. As per usual, Wael shows up at about 2pm and goes for a swim while I put on my best makeup and dig up three or four sizzling hot outfits for the photos and videos we’re about to shoot. Now I don’t ever do nudes , but I had a few requests for some ‘ungodly hot’ photos that I was going to send privately and therefore to add that extra level of “holy shit” to my photos I decided to go black partially seet through dinner dress without bra or panties. But by the time …
I love it when Mistress Wael and myself accidentally discover things we do similarly in our individual session. Usually when we discover such a thing we discuss it at length over a nice bed of fettucine noodles and ponder away at what drove us separately do acquire such mannerisms. For instance, we had chatted about how we both change how we tend to fuck guys over the years. I’ve tended to tie my lovers up and sort of rape them against their will. What I mean by that is … boys love to fuck , right? The english language is saturated with phrases like “I banged her” , “fucked her hard” , “impaled her” , “hit that ass” and “put …
Public Humiliation @ The Mall , Athens Greece I saw her first. Tall , volumptuous with long silky brown hair that was draped over her slighly shorter boyfriends head as she leaned her cheek against his coming up on the escalator. Her low cut yellow halter top was simple enough , but it was greatly accentuated by her small but perfectly rounded breasts – and her magnetic protruding pink nipple which stretched the malleable fabric – just so. I’m a great admirer of beauty , female or otherwise. I reckon that I compare favourably to her , save my height disadvantage. That I’m not tall is my greatest regret. Her boyfreind was cute too , I’d do him in …
I haven’t been hiding the fact I’ve been pretty damn lonely since returning back from Europe in January, to the point where I’ve found myself doing something I’ve never done as a mistress at any point in the last five years which is inviting somebody to stay longer. It wasn’t something I even planned to do , I just spontaneously blurted out after a rather nice session “if you liked it so much, why not stay and let me show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.” I suppose I just wanted company, the lonely side of my brain would justify such a request as being such. But there’s been a growing devilish part of my personality that’s fully controlled …
Being a mistress is just something that I am , it’s not something I act out. Consider this email and my reply : Dear Mistress, I understand your Vampire rhytm. No Problem! What do you think about putting the Session on the 21. October 7 pm? I think that would be perfect, because it is not the day of Arrival… Maybe I am a liitle bit tired on 20th of October because of the long travel from Berlin to BKK. So 21. October 7 pm would be perfect, if it is possible for you? I have booked the Aloft from 20.10 to 22.10. so I be close to you… From the Point we meet personal, are you direct act as a Mistress? So we make …
Humiliation. That is the only reason to watch the fight this Sunday morning between Conor McGregor and Floyd Mayweather , because the possibility of absolute humiliation exists and carries with it the lubricant that can transform potential chaos into kinetic chaos. Chaos has three prerequisites. 1. An accelerant (in this case , absolute humiliation) 2. Primal Human Instincts. 3. Absolution For instance if you go back to the Rodney King riots , what was the accelerant? The police beating of a helpless black individual. Which begat primal rage , that beast which lays dormant but willing in all of us. Then released because of absolution , where in that case the shelter of the masses of rioters brought …