Using erectile dysfunction , a saddening condition amongst older men – as a tool to make older men fall head over heels for me is maybe a bit unethical … but holy fuck is it fun for both the man and myself! Let me explain. Let’s first start with the genesis of the idea as I happened upon it via a set of unfortunate circumstances for my doctor friend in South Carolina who just recently retired. In summary , what happened to him is he retired this year in his mid 40’s , and being single via a three year old divorce he opted to begin his new life of freedom by kayaking all over his state. His dream …
Here’s a sure sign that tells me I’m way too used to being filmed lately. Yesterday I was out and about knocking off my ‘to do’ list of errands right from the get-go I kept running into these “are you fucking kidding me?” moments. You know, those moments where some dude says something , or you see something outrageous right before your eyes and you whisper those exact words. Usually just one such incident is enough to set us off right? Well I had three in succession. Only … I broke the 4th wall on each one by glancing away at an invisible camera as if I was being filmed , just like Ferris does in Ferris Bueller’s Day Off …
I have this GREAT idea for how to further humiliate my Tinder dates … as this is what’s keeping me amused this year while I wait patiently for sessions to return to their previous volume. Only one problem … this idea of mine is a great one to romanticize about doing , but has failed spectacularly in person so far … and not once but twice. In fact all I’ve done trying to implement this idea at the very start of the last two dinner dates was to lose my free 5 star dinner. Yet , I persist. For come the day that I actually pull this off , it’s going to be worth all the collective failures that …
SPH , or small penis humiliation isn’t what this is about, its just the name of one of many dudes I’ve chastised lately … for I’ve been humiliating the riff raff of men left in the city pretty much every day since December. However, let’s be clear – I’m humiliating and rinsing these men for financial reasons – and solely that , as a calculated way to get through this pandemic unscathed. Like it or not, we all have to eat – every single day, and even trying desperately to control food costs to something reasonable like 500 baht or $15 euros a day still comes to 15,000 a month that comes out of my pocket. My original prediction – …
“I’m not a schemer. I try to show the schemers how pathetic their attempts to control things really are.” Heath Leger , The Joker in The Dark Knight I’m trying , not metaphorically but physically , get to the line where he says “look what I did to this city with a few drums of gas and a couple of bullets.” Only for me, my bullets are my videos, 400 of them to be exact … and growing by 5 every three days. I reckon the drums of gas are all the other websites I’m proliferating my video collection to rather than stupidly betting on the OnlyFans horse. In betting terms, I’m placing free bets on each horse in …
I feel like I’m married to someone I can’t stand , that’s barely tolerable, yet “for the sake of the kids” (you guys) we remain in the relationship. Which is good because I always have a hard time writing blog stories about something fictional and with the dearth of sessions this year I’ve had a hard time coming up with stuff you’d guys find interesting to read. Now that I have something I’m passionate to write about , namely censorship , I’m excited to actually get pen to paper and let my thoughts out. Let’s be clear about something. I’m only doing only-thought police-fans because I have to , not because I want to. It’s a forced marriage. …
Walk the Line | Mistress Jaa (also posted here on my onlyfans blog) : https://onlyfans.com/104477016/mistressjaa AS IF … I didn’t have enough on my plate this week , one of my 24/7 slaves hit me with an sms that said “I have some news” , to which I thought might register a 1.4 on the Richter scale of earthshaking news where in fact it was more like a 9.8 I’ve told him many times, just as I’ve told all my full time slaves and slave-wanna-be’s , that to take the next step with me , one has to be economically viable. Which sort of makes me like the banker that the colored gentleman was protesting about in the movie Falling …
Tease & Denial | Butterflies Why do I do this? Going on 8 years as a Mistress now , why am I still in the game? One word answer: butterflies. I love making men feel alive again, like they did when they were a teenager out on a first date … heart pounding, unsure of what to say or do , not knowing how touching will be construed , but feeling ever so alive inside. What I do – seduction – I choose to do these sessions with you in the sexiest way imaginable because that gives you butterflies. Below the surface there is another reason too. I use absolute seduction to control and manipulate you. Because if …
When it comes to effective edging , the eyes have it. I’m edging you , and you’ve been on the brink of eruption for minutes, or was it hours? You truly don’t remember and you know why? Because your cock and my hand stroking it have for the longest time become something secondary , like the crashing waves of an ocean obscurred by a dense fog. Instead, your focus is my eyes. I want you to feel as if I have inside me a soul that is just too big for me. It’s filled me to the brim until there was no more space , so its flowing through my eyes instead. That might be too much …
Here’s my pipe dream … There are guys out there who long to become something different , an object of pleasure for their Mistress , and its these men that I seek out the most often. You know that wedding saying “something old, something new, something borrowed and something blue.” There’s a version of that which submissive men can relate to and it goes … “something cruel , something fun , something sexy , other than cum.” Meaning, there are men , and these men are the ones I’m strangely the most attracted to , who put the lowest priority on cumming , and the highest priority on not just pleasing their Mistress but seeing how far down the rabbit …
