After arriving from Bangkok with 3 hours sleep in two days i managed to do 3 amazing sessions somehow. Imagine how good I would have done had I actually been awake haha. I’m exaggerating a little bit because today i slept from 6am to 11am … answered an email and an sms … then slept until 3pm. My eyes felt worse than they looked yesterday and after my afternoon coffee had no effect I was certain I was a walking zombie. However a walking zombie is so much better than a sitting zombie. Meaning that during dinner last night his voice was echoing like my head was a canyon of emptiness. Uh huh. Ya. Yes. Lor? umm. … were all …
The best bdsm movie ever made was The Princess Bride. If you knew that just be careful to never ever call me Buttercup or you will be my first test subject for the thumb tacks i bought today. More about that later ok na. Things happen for a reason, for that I agree with Jaa. So I am on the bus coming back to Bangkok after 2 wedding days then a high school reunion day and the movie i get to watch here is The Princess Bride. I remember that is one of Mistress Jaa’s favorite movies so I wanted to watch it carefully to find out why. After watching it i have to say i know more about bdsm …
How dare you doubt me! Every guy in every session has three levels of thought. The first thought is the one that makes you hard when you see me and you can’t believe not only that I am that pretty … but that if you are submissive enough you may get to see smell and taste what is under my cute dress. It’s kinda funny seeing guys in the first 15 minutes trying to keep it inside their pants as we just talk. But that always, and I mean always, gives way to a bit of a soft dick when we start to play. That’s because you doubt me. Not because I suck, I don’t. You have had your wife …
This is my second wedding i’m attending, last one for a while unless i have my wedding to come. I guess i should find somebody to ask me first lol … so who want’s to marry me? haha 555 You think you are the pearl in the ocean for me? Trouble with that is if you want to marry me you have to be my friend first and to be my friend i have to trust you and the trouble with trusting you is … you are a man. Every time i trust somebody, they show me why i shouldn’t. Time and time again. The guys who want to date me get my Line id. The guys who want seductive tease …
Hi … “gorgeous body” Laurel, referring to this guy who emailed me for a session … “43 yo athletic westerner with gorgeous body to be under your thumb…” You know. I don’t want there to be any hard feelings between us Laurel. When you were trying to think about putting your umm … cock … in my pussy … cuz you wrote to me : “I also want to have sex with one of you ideally” I didn’t really slap your face and dick that hard. I mean … do i look like a girl with a plan? You know what I am? I’m a dog chasing cars … i wouldn’t know what to do with one …
I think i’m done. In my last session I got up and started cleaning the condo and I just leave her to do the session by herself. I had a moment in my brain when my brain said “i cannot do this anymore”. This life is 100% in. Or 100% out. You see the photo? That is me innocent 10 years ago. 100% Jaa who I am. Who I was. I think each time I change between Jaa and Mistress Jaa i lose a little bit of Jaa. The more I am Jaa and have to come back to be Mistress Jaa … the more % i lose. Understand? Drama? No it is a real feel. I have a new chapter …
Wanna survive the next Zombie Apocalypse? Then you need a good bdsm mistress at your side, or to hide behind. There are plenty of reasons why I am essential to your survival, but here are my top 8 … 1. Weapons! Weapons! Weapons! I have weapons aplenty in my bdsm bedroom. I’ll let you dildo slap a zombie to death, i’m going with my whip, cane or crop instead. Or maybe i’ll put the thing in chastity and cuckhold it for fun. 2. You Get a Kick Ass Partner! Horny men act like zombies anyways so it’s not much of a reach to go from teasing a dude to teasing a walking corpse. Just, instead of denying the orgasm i’ll …
After 3 jiu jitsu – wrestling – fighting sessions this week i needed a day off today. Both from sessions and writing. So chilled at the pool with my friend, hit a friends wedding, went shopping and basically did nothing but rest the rest of the evening. Listen if you wanna book me this week you have to do it before Friday cuz i’m off next weekend. Another wedding. What’s with all my friends getting married suddenly? Wednesday is your best chance for a session. Every other day is pretty booked and after Thursday night i’m gone til Monday. So i’m gonna sleep early and have something more exciting tomorrow. I just need a break ok guys
bdsm wrestling in Bangkok happened last night 1 day before Full Metal Dojo happens tomorrow in Bangkok but i think our bdsm version is more fun. Yes I was my “mistress”self last night = my Dr. Jekyl if you will , because i was mad. I’m used to fighting boyfriends who let me win after they see how mad I am. I am used to fighting submissive customers when they want me to beat them up a bit in the session. I am even used to fighting my sister trying to get her to clean her room after her, but I always win. Last night was the first time I did a wrestling session against a guy who didn’t want …
It’stormy, and i feel hopeless today 🙁 Sometimes I want to stop playing this game. I feel tired. Don’t know will win or lose. You know what I mean? Sometimes i feel I just lie to myself that I will win. But who knows. If I lose I will be the most famous mistress instead of getting back to where I want to go. So maybe just have to stop fighting it and let it be then. What will happen is gonna happen. This is nothing like having a period. When i get my period i’m not exhausted like this, this is like fighting with the storm. My face shows it. Sometimes you can see the both sides of me … …
