I went shopping for some new clothes for my Mistress Wardrobe today. Did not have anything to do today so I fucked around and made this video photo album. Well. I did not make it … Windows made it for me. But I think my computer made me look pretty sexy. Maybe my computer wants to be my next submissive slave? lol Hope you like it … Please don’t ask me what i was doing with the dildo XD … that is my secret haha. I also have this sexy red uniform I bought two days ago that I put up on twitter yesterday … #Mistress Wael added a new piece to her wardrobe today , click like …
I was once adored by a crew of particularly unsavory slaves , who for a time served their mistress at my behest , willfully performing demeaning tasks at my command. Predictably, they increased their complaints to counter my intense stipulations of servitude. My patience for such requests had long been exhausted, of course, so I prepared an alternate course of humiliation. I provided alcohol in abundance in my last session for the most boisterous of my mis-worshiping slaves , and while the greedy dog slept off his revelry on my couch I shat the entire contents of my bowels into the en suite toilet with every twisted incantation I could muster while doing so. I imbued each turd with the …
European Mistress. umm … student. European Student. or how about European Mistress Student. Whatever .. the writing is on the wall for both. Too busy to write lately. Sorry. I have an agenda. Timetable to get out of here and in my head all I hear is “tick tock , tick tock.” Time slipping away. Applications to two universities arrived. American University in Paris and one in Berlin. Which I will choose I don’t know yet. I’m applying to start studying in Europe in the summer. Part time at first to see if I can survive. Then full time next September. Meanwhile I am studying German like crazy every weekend here. Sorry this looks rough. My old teacher who edits …
Sometimes the proof is in the pudding as they say. I offer … and deliver … magical nights. Evenings that will forever change your world and give you an ever lasting memory. It’s somehow , for some reason , the gift I was born with. As for his last question. I don’t need to be called Mistress in the session or in email. You can do it if it pleases you, I don’t mind. But I know who I am. I know what I am. I don’t need you to affirm that to me. The url of the website has Jaa’s name in it. I tried once to use the name Pasaya but it created confusion. I …
I learned mirroring accidentally from a teacher / psychiatric counselor back in prison (read: school) where I was quite a problem for the establishment enshrined with the job of protecting social order. I’m watching the life of Jaa’s son with eyes of jealousy and awe as he’s grown up in the sanctuary provided by International school , a shelter that I never had. He’s in grade 7 now , the same grade that my rebellious side really started to expand and annoy people. So there I was in this counselor guy’s ugly lime green office , called down to discuss my recent threatening behaviour , right about this time – early September which for us was nearing the end of …
Being a mistress is just something that I am , it’s not something I act out. Consider this email and my reply : Dear Mistress, I understand your Vampire rhytm. No Problem! What do you think about putting the Session on the 21. October 7 pm? I think that would be perfect, because it is not the day of Arrival… Maybe I am a liitle bit tired on 20th of October because of the long travel from Berlin to BKK. So 21. October 7 pm would be perfect, if it is possible for you? I have booked the Aloft from 20.10 to 22.10. so I be close to you… From the Point we meet personal, are you direct act as a Mistress? So we make …
My submissive pet screamed when I finally allowed him to cum after hours of perpetually stroking his dick with my one finger … while Wael’s submissive guy released his cum with nary a whimper earlier last Sunday. This begat a bigger question , why such a difference in the way men finish when being tortured like this? The answer is in a tiny secret : oil. Depending on the way we want you to finish the session , we’ll either use baby oil or we won’t , here’s why. Oil reduces friction , and friction is the lubricant men depend upon when looking for a great orgasm. I’m talking about that rare orgasm you guys get when you shoot an …
Humiliation. That is the only reason to watch the fight this Sunday morning between Conor McGregor and Floyd Mayweather , because the possibility of absolute humiliation exists and carries with it the lubricant that can transform potential chaos into kinetic chaos. Chaos has three prerequisites. 1. An accelerant (in this case , absolute humiliation) 2. Primal Human Instincts. 3. Absolution For instance if you go back to the Rodney King riots , what was the accelerant? The police beating of a helpless black individual. Which begat primal rage , that beast which lays dormant but willing in all of us. Then released because of absolution , where in that case the shelter of the masses of rioters brought …
TIme to put aside all the things I’ve accomplished this past year and tip my hat (if I wore hats, which I don’t) to Mistress Wael who stated to me on New Years day that her resolution was to lose 10kg by her birthday on August 15th and weigh in at 55kg. Mission Accomplished !! There’s a hell of a lot of running involved when one drops 10kg in 8 months. Every morning as the sun peaks it’s head over the horizon I lay down to drift off to sleep , and at the same time Wael catches the 6am skytrain to go running in the park without missing a single day. That folks is what they call dedication and …
Come on girl, tell us what you REALLY think !! … with regards to my time spent in Europe. A great many of you have emailed me this week trying to squeeze a bit more juice out of the lemon, apparently I didn’t talk enough about my true feelings about my summer in Europe. So many of you are from Europe so it’s understandable why you’re all so curious as to what a foreign Mistress thought about your homeland. Frankly , I bite my tongue a whole hell of a lot when I write for this blog. If you’ve been reading between the lines in the stories categorized under My Opinion , then you no doubt know that my …