Just because I love the lighter, sexier, seductive side of BDSM doesn’t mean that I’m soft and gentle to the point where I can not be mean. I can, it’s just that I prefer to make a man submit by torturing his mind rather than his body. Some times though guys just do or say something that wakes up the Pasaya side of me and when they do, look out. In this last case it was the safe word Roma that got me snarling right from the first email … u can fuck me with a dick big like mine , but after if i resist you can go bigger , I will have the password “roma” just in case …
Getting men to beg me, submit to me, and worship me isn’t the problem, the problem is getting them to write about it afterwards. I’ve been told many times that you guys feel shameful after losing control to me. Just so, but why deny a feeling that powerful? Write about it, embrace it, come back and see where it leads you the next time you see me. At least one guy finally wrote about his session with me … Minutes, hours. Does it even matter? What matters was the excruciating denial that I was being put through. It was torture, it was painful but somehow it was exquisitely pleasurable. I have no understanding why but what I do know …
Well, it hasn’t been an uneventful week that’s for sure. From talking guys at an all night dance party into letting me ink my name on their body, to making a girl so mad at a second Kao San Rd. dance club that security had to drag her out of the place screaming, my night life was all fun and games and pretty much normal nights out for me. It’s the sessions that have been the roller coaster lately, from new urethral sounding sessions that were a first for me to wanting to bash a guys balls in with a nail spiked hammer for wasting my time, my emotions have been up and down. The two lives are a bit related, …
I saw on Twitter the other day a slave crying out “does real Blackmail even exist, i’m so frustrated.” It exists, but it’s kinda like wishing for an Ouija board to work, you’ll wish the hell it didn’t the moment it does. Just like we’d prefer to watch an exorcism being done rather than having an exorcism necessarily done on us we’re left with the Blackmail of the fake kind in the realm of BDSM fantasies. Or are we? Maybe the question is … Which Blackmail is worse, real or fake? I’m dabbling a bit in both right now and i wanted to discuss the difference from the point of view of the person doing the blackmailing. The …
I have priorities before having kids … have a place to live either a condo or house, in my own name, fully paid for. have a bank account and investment portfolio that are equal to the amount a successful foreigner would have at age 30 if not more. Be living as far away from Thailand as possible, a galaxy far, far away would be fine, failing that, a different continent would suffice. Then and only then would i start to think about having children. Sounds attainable right? Not if you understand village life and the traps that come with it. To give you an example, I had an evening out with 5 former girlfriends who are now just acquaintances but all of whom I …
I was sitting at home earlier today looking up on Google “people who ought to be killed” to see if anyone has listed my ex and sadly I found that nobody had as of yet. I found George Carlin has a list of other people I also agree should be strapped into chairs and have their balls beaten with hammers. Sadly my ex doesn’t have balls but it’d still be sweet to strap him into a chair and work on my castration techniques. There’s my ‘edgy’ style again that somebody said i have which is opposite of the ‘motherly’ style that the first Mistress Jaa used to write with. I’ve spent the last three days trying to write one story in a …
So you are interested in me? Well based on the compatibility we have together I hope you can look out into the future 6 months from now and already see how well suited you are to worship a goddess like me. My seduction of you, your heart, and your mind is everything you have ever wanted isn’t it? You’ve been looking for someone like me for the longest time haven’t you? But you just haven’t found her until now right? My soft touch, my caress of your face, and my kinky imagination will take you to levels of submissiveness you never thought possible, and that’s what you’ve always wanted. I’m not just going to add value to your life, …
When it comes to sexy bdsm wrestling sessions, jiu jitsu mistress Wael is my secret weapon. However I may have to pull out something top secret for my next session because suddenly sucking cock is on the table. We both went all in, he wins Wael and I have to get dirty knees, on the other hand if we win, he’s getting fucked with the biggest dildo I have, we call it Dino Dick. Before you break your finger scrolling to the session booking form think for a second. Do you think i would consent to sucking dick that easily? “Sun Tzu — ‘Every battle is won before it’s ever fought.” I’ve studied the Art of War. So trust me, by the …
On the 3 hour bus ride home tonight from my mom’s house I saw one of my foreigner university teachers that taught me here in Bangkok some years ago and though he didn’t recognize me he was nice enough to let me sit beside him and talk after I introduced myself. At the time I thought he was an excellent teacher, he was the first one to ever impress me and in that year, my first in university, i never missed one of his classes. I told him i had a 4.0 GPA (A-) in his class because of how good he was and he answered back “see, you and the 10 others like you every year are why i don’t …
My breast worship session started out with an innocent email : he, a USA man 48 years of age and obviously looking for an experience that makes him feel like he hasn’t been around the block and seen everything in life. For that fantasy he was asking me, a girl 21 years his younger and with half the life experience he has to give him something special for his 2 hours with me. The result was the most prolonged two hours i’ve ever had to endure and the most amazing experience of his life. In the two and a half years i’ve been doing these seductive teasing sessions i have never had somebody complain about my smaller B cup breast size, …
